25/02/2007
Reload
I haven't been having the best weeks of my life. I have been stolen my bike, my projector bulb has broken and my computer graphic card is not working correctly. I have been requested to unlock my Windows XP copy which I haven't been able and I don't find the Windows CD to re-install it, fearing that I will have to format and loose everything I have been keeping on my computer...
As one of my next stories, I would like to make back-up, and start 2 weeks before knowing all of this... but I am thinking to make a back-up of feeling, and start thinking that now everything will go on positively. Fortunately, I have re-started doing adaptation for Limbo, still is in a slow pace but I know that is going on... I have to take it easy anyway, as I am involved in too many things and I am starting to feel unfulfilled with all of them. To avoid it, I am going to take it easy.
The problem is that lately it has come to mind that I should be doing things related to media, rather than being working where I am. I know is not a bad job (at all), but is really summerging me in monotony and is not giving me anything at all personally. I am in a search for a second job, as I am afraid to loose it all if I start doing crazy things; I want to find something related to film or media where they pay me something and at the same time I am training myselft into the profession.
Another of the problems in mind is the nostalgia. I am full of it lately. And I feel is because I really need a break and go to Spain for a while. I want to see my family, and my friends, I want to go to the streets of Madrid, for a walk with people I know, I want to see my cat, I want to be in a period of meditation in there as well... to then come back and start with a better mood, knowing that all that I am doing is good (which I already know... but is just empty strangely) and that all that is to come is going to be better.
I need to work out things for London too. Be more on earth and enjoy of earthly things. I will have to leave Pluto for a while.
As one of my next stories, I would like to make back-up, and start 2 weeks before knowing all of this... but I am thinking to make a back-up of feeling, and start thinking that now everything will go on positively. Fortunately, I have re-started doing adaptation for Limbo, still is in a slow pace but I know that is going on... I have to take it easy anyway, as I am involved in too many things and I am starting to feel unfulfilled with all of them. To avoid it, I am going to take it easy.
The problem is that lately it has come to mind that I should be doing things related to media, rather than being working where I am. I know is not a bad job (at all), but is really summerging me in monotony and is not giving me anything at all personally. I am in a search for a second job, as I am afraid to loose it all if I start doing crazy things; I want to find something related to film or media where they pay me something and at the same time I am training myselft into the profession.
Another of the problems in mind is the nostalgia. I am full of it lately. And I feel is because I really need a break and go to Spain for a while. I want to see my family, and my friends, I want to go to the streets of Madrid, for a walk with people I know, I want to see my cat, I want to be in a period of meditation in there as well... to then come back and start with a better mood, knowing that all that I am doing is good (which I already know... but is just empty strangely) and that all that is to come is going to be better.
I need to work out things for London too. Be more on earth and enjoy of earthly things. I will have to leave Pluto for a while.
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